'Democratic Dictatorship...'

   This world we live in is degrading, not just climate change and pollution but the peoples are becoming more vicious, more brutal as they all struggle for the chance to rule even for a second...   Even I find myself thinking as they do, not sympathising but wanting to smash things, people, nations...
   But things are looking up, for me at least. The Summer is here at long last, I can't cope with winter anymore- I like the snow and all but the grey sky and cold win.
New life, love hope and freedom, but with friends fighting right, left and center (the same three friends at the bottom of it but they get others involed too easily) how long can it last?
   On the last day of term my ex (the one they're all after- it's very complicated and I don't really understand it properly) told me she had a 'way out' if they got too much; needless to say I over reacted (she's small and fairly frail, I panicked), turns out she only meant that she could move to New York, not Give Up.
   And life would go on, how I don't I can't quite understand; surely when someone is gone the world must falter a little, raise their thoughts in respectful consideration, but then we'd never get anywhere.